The Sky is Blue

New Years Resolutions

2007-01-07T23:27:00.000+03:00

so i've been REALLY busy latley..just got back from dubai (stay tuned for the adventures of platinum and blondie in dubai) along with reorganizing my roooooom..let me just tell u: u can never have enough room for all ur stuff, and u will NEVER have room for all ur new stuff :P stop shopping? yeah right :P anywaaaay as i was going through random papers, chukking stuff away i found my "New Year's Resolution 2006"..digma and i were sitting at le pain at palms on jan 2nd, 2006 and started our lists..mine had 38 items (yeah i know i luv my lists), hers had 20-something items..of the 38 things i have accomplished 9..lol i know what's the point of a list if ur not gona keep up with it, but in my defense i forgot about it the min i made it :P i'm sharing some of the things in the list to inspire the rest of u to ignore or make ur own lists!

things i have checked off:

play with my inner child
take care of my hair, face and body (ok i'm ignoring my body but i am taking good care of the 1st 2)
smile more
write
be nicer to ppl i hate
don't let stupid ass fuckwits mess with my head
be nicer to mama & baba
dress up more
things i have yet to check off:

pick up my phone (i'm famous for not answering my phone but i always call back)
eat less carbs!!!
sleeeeep
pick up salsa & meringue
drink more water!
finish my crochet blanket
save more spend less (like that's EVER going to happen)
be assertive
watch less star academy and more 60 mins
check out more diseases, beware of becoming a hyprochondriac
eat more salmon
flirt more
e-mail ppl i've been neglecting
what r some of UR new years resolutions?

Tinks is Back

2006-12-21T22:21:00.000+03:00

i missssss uuuuuuuuu!

1- i'm so sorry i haven't replied to some of your e-mails i know u still luv me
2- i will not provide a reason for my disappearance (u still luv me :P)
3- the sky is not exactly blue
4- i need chocolate
5- the world is flat
6- what was Bashar thinking with his new album??
7- my parents need to work on their communication skills
8- i miss Beirut
9- is divorce in??
10- whoever said 24 was a fun age is highly delusional
11- where are all the hot men??
12- language is overrated
13- i am surrounded by cotton head ninimuggins
14- if the ppl on The O.C. don't get their act together i will seriously hurt some1
15- in life there are those who will love u and those who will stalk u so be careful
16- say anything
17- i need a night of chick flicks and B&Js
18- i don't make the stereotypes i just see them so sue me
19- i hate it when ppl say "it's nothing personal" that just means it's not personal to U, well it's personal to ME
20- is it just me or is Patrick Dempsey REALLLY HOOOT?!
21- i'm currently immersed in Queer as Folk and its sad that a bunch of hot gay men have a healthier love life than me
22- what's up with Dina Hayek looking hotter than me some1 needs to do something about it and by something i mean kill her!
23- do urselves a favor and watch Stick It
24- pink, strass, manies & pedies can cure ANYTHING

Screw Oprah

2006-11-08T22:39:00.000+03:00

Oprah has made it impossible for me to have a relationship with anyone other than Oprah

Garat 3aaaainy

2006-10-28T12:33:00.000+03:00

my parents r baaaaack! yaaay meeee...6ab3an being Tinks sawait filiiiim..as soon as i saw my dad i hugged him and started cryiiiiiiing (i mean sobbing ppl not just tears) then it was mama's turn and again cryiiiiing..i don't know what got into to me i couldn't stop o the whole time my mom etsolef o ana dmoooooo3 (i'm sure they think i'm nuts but hey they still luv me)

best part about parents traveling: GOOOODIIIIIIEEEES

i'm in sephora HEAVEN

my new bed slipppeeeers

yes i asked my parents to get me deo from switzerland kaify i'm a princess and i can ask them to get me anything no matter how ridiculous :P (but seriously wala mo daloo3a i can never use anything else)

all i can say is: YUUUUM

aren't they adooorable?! they're little bra sachets to keep my closet smelling yummmyyyy

A Love Story Part III

2006-10-25T01:38:00.000+03:00

sooorrry adry 6awalt bas here's the final part of our little story:

The Godfather went back to q8 but not before reminding Tantooon that she should check out where he works and maybe volunteer when she gets back home..

Tantoon came back to q8 still wearing her hjab (il King was still unhappy about that but eventually learned to cope with it), Doc had given Tantooon a package for The Godfather but instead of sending it with the driver Tantooon decided to take it herself (u know might as well check out the place and see if volunteering there was an option)

So Tantooon went to see The Godfather..she walked into his office and took a step back..was that him? a man sitting behind his desk in his ghetra and deshdasha, one hand holding the phone to his ear and the other holding a cigarrete, not just holding it but owning it..the way he held his cigarrete is still embedded in her mind..The Godafther greeted Tantooon who was mesmerized by this new man, it was as if they were meeting for the first time..they talked for a while before The Godfather gave her a tour of the place..with every step someone greeted The Godfather, every1 seemed to want to be near him and there was no fear of the boss but instead Tantooon saw respect in their eyes and an admiration for a man who has contributed so much to this place..

They went on to meet the children and Tantooon took to them right away, The Godfather loved how she immediatley sat on the carpet next to the children, talking and playing with them..The Godfather knew the exact minute he wanted to marry Tantooon, it was when she was reading a story to some of the children who had gathered around her, her voice going up in excitment..it was right then that The Godfather decided that Tantooon was going to be his wife..

3 years later The Godfather and Tantooon were blessed to have their second child, a baby girl they named Tinkerbell..

And They All Lived Happilly Ever After....

Tagged By Commony :)

2006-10-20T01:05:00.000+03:00

I am thinking about...hot men :P
I said...aby suuuushi
I want to...sleeep
I wish...i could feel my nephew kick!
I miss...BOSTON
I hear...voices in my head
I wonder...how j.lo fits into her tight jeans
I regret... NOTHING
I am...happy
I dance...ALL THE TIIIIIME
I sing...almost every day :P
I cry...like all the time!
I am not always...nice ;)
I write...to keep the voices at bay :P
I confuse...men
I need...to be hugged on a daily basis
I should try...sky diving
I finish...this tag to go back to doing nothing

A Love Story Part II

2006-10-15T14:42:00.000+03:00

our beloved characters all lived in the same apt building..Doc, The Godfather and El Shaibah were all doing their residency in London..the two happily married docs and their single friend, The Godfather..

Tantooon got to see The Godfather on a daily basis, running into him in the elevator or having him come over to her brother's apt for dinner..they had their little talks but Tantooon wasn't that into him

As for The Godfather, well let me just share a few incidents with u:

Incident #1:

The Godfather: shfeech thayed khelgech 3asa ma shar?

Tantooon: i hate the food here

The Godfather: homesick already?

Tantooon: eee :(

The Godfather: afa 3alaich bas..eshmeshtahya?

Tantooon: aby m6abag zbaidy!

The Godfather: khalas ur having m6abag bacher inshala :)

and so the next day The Godfather goes into the kicthen and starts cooking for Tantooon..every1 else was gathered up in his living room waiting for the yummy food..The Godfather was frying fish when Tantooon walked past the kitchen..his hand rested in the frying pan as his gaze followed her..ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuch!

Incident #2:

The Godfather, desperate to get some alone time with Tantooon decides to go up to Doc's apt..knocks on the door and is greeted by Yoyo

The Godfather: guwa Yoyo..my iron's not working for some reason can i borrow yours? *trying to sneak a peek into the apt*

Yoyo: eeee 7ayak i'll go get it for u

Tantooon's on the couch watching TV

The Godfather: la 3ady i'll just iron this shirt real quick and be on my way

Yoyo: ok let me go get it

so the two of them say their little hellos and Yoyo comes back with the iron, sets up the iron board and asks The Godfather for his shirt

The Godfather: la 7asha wala! i'll do it :)

he starts to iron his shirt, looking at Tantooon the entire time and, well u guessed it burns his shirt right through!

7araaaaaaaaaaam :(

my new baby

2006-10-15T03:57:00.000+03:00

inspired by WWL

hey ppl i promise that i will post part II tomorow but just wanted to introduce u to shazizo, a new member to the tinks' family so scroll down and say hi to my new baby :)

A Love Story

2006-10-14T11:34:00.000+03:00

love and marriage have been in the air so i thought i'd share a little love story with u

Characters:

Tantoon : 21 year old q8i woman

il King: Tantoon's dad

Doc: Tantoon's bro

Yoyo: Doc's wife

The Godfather: Doc's friend

El Shaibah: Doc and The Godfather's friend

Toools: El Shaibah's wife and Tantoon's cousin

Tantoon: baba aby ate7ajab

il King: ana ma 3indy banat eti7ajiboon!

Tantoon: yuba ana sema3t kalamek when i was 18 bas al7een ana sert adult o i can make my own decisions, aby ate7ajab

il King: o 76uba! ana kubr obooch 3ashan etgolely yuba? baba inty tawech sgheera la7ga 3al e7jab

*Tantoon frowns*

yala baba sakray el mawthoo3 o la etkadreeny

Tantoon didn't really listen to her dad, she had been wanting to do this for a while but did not want to go against her dad's wishes but her dad loved her and she hoped he would understand so she went ahead o te7ajebat

il King: men sejech?! ya3ny khalas te7ajabtay?

Tantoon: ee baba

il King: ana badezech landan 3ind okhooch yemken lai re7tay ehnak o sheftay el fashion there etghayreen rayech o etsheleen hatha ely 3ala rasech

Tantoon: ely etshoofa

and so our story begins...

Tantoon arrives in london and heads to her brother's apt where Doc, Yoyo, El Shaibah, Toools and The Godfather were all waiting..after she has kissed and hugged every1 Tantoon's introduced to a new member, The Godfather..their eyes meet (6ab3an The Godfather emtane7 at this point) and Tantoon's thinking "eeeiw who the hell is this guy?"

the group decides to go to dinner to celebrate Tantoons arrival

At the Restuarant:

everyone's busy looking at their menus and starving, some are discussing what they're going to order

The Godfather: Tantoon shrayech kel wa7ed feena ya6leb shay o we share?

Tantoon: sure

*to the side*

El shaibah to Toools: these two will be married within the year o goolay El Shaibah ma gal

To Be Continued...

Things I want to say to people..

2006-10-10T02:59:00.000+03:00

inspired by Dandoon and 15/09

F- u r my fav person in this entire world i miss u i luv u i just don't understand how he did that to u

iiii - ur words are like daggers and u don'r even know it

7anna - stop calling stop msging he doesn't luv u and frankly i don't blame him

Fuck Face - leave me alone

Y - it was never meant to be and i hope ur happy now

Z - ur not a sis or a friend or a cousin u r my bra strap and i am nothing without u

N - i can NEVER forgive u

B - i luv u i miss u but u and i will never happen

T - go back to beirute!!

D - i know what ur going through it's not a secret plz stop bottling it in i'm here for u..talk to me already!

R - stop smiling at me

Dd - u drove him away just like ur driving us all away

S - it hurt that u didn't stand up for me

future mr.tinks - ur late and i'm getting tired of waiting for u :P

Guilty Pleasures

2006-10-07T11:14:00.000+03:00

mexican soap operas (i have no idea what they're saying but i'm invested in their lives)
britney spears
80s music
iron chef (sorry that's just good tv :P)
beverly hills 90210
elmo's world
paris hilton's "confessions of an heiress"
cartoon network
tabloid magazines
boobahs (my fav 2 are zing zing zingbah & jingbah)
dirty dancing (fav cheesy quote "nobody puts baby in the corner")
laguna beach
straaaaaaaasss i luv strass kaify geeziya o kaify :P
pink pens
barbra streisand
boy meets world (did corey and topanga ever make it?)
spongebob squarepants (i shouldn't feel guilty for luving him he's just so damn funnnyyy)
avril lavigne
ashlee simpson (don't judge me :P)
the princess diaries

ok i think i should stop now b4 u all think i'm a freak :P

Tagged By The Great Angel

2006-10-02T16:29:00.000+03:00

Fifteen Fav Things:

shopping (especially handbags)
recieving packages (miss my mail man :P)
chocolate
huggiiiiiiing
smell of freshly cut grass
dancing
manies and pedies
cooking
sushi (aaah fugakyu)
smiling
beautiful ppl
going through old albums
cartooooooons
staying home on a rainy day watching crap tv
the sound of a horse's hooves against cobblestone

can't stop listening to "my favorite things" from the sound of music

yeah right

2006-09-27T21:57:00.000+03:00

Fly the ocean in a silver plane

See the jungle when it's wet with rain

Just remember 'til you're home again

You belong to me

i hate birds :(

2006-09-25T08:18:00.000+03:00

i hate them they're ugly and scary and i don' care if it's silly but i'm scared to DEATH of them..could hardly sleep last night cause i had a nightmare with a damn bird..i was in the car and he kept flying over me tapping at every window beak open and all..this wierdo had sharp teeth! ok it's my dream he can have anything i want...anyway the psycho was mad at me for driving next to him while he was eating but i SWEAR i was going really slow and tried to avoid him bas ghaby ma yefham he got so angry and wanted to break through my window and eat me..i was driving so fast and he was right there tapping and screaming or whatever it is that birds do..what is it? wail? quack? no quacking is for ducks well anyway it was loud and scary and i woke up il 7amdilla..i was actuallly crying! well i kept tossing and turning but everytime i close my eyes that image of his open beak would pop into my head and i'd try to get rid of it, look around make sure there are no birds and close my eyes again and BAM! i see his eyes now..ok i can go on and on but i'm running late and if i see a pigeon outside i will die! emerson is waiting for me she's gona walk me to my car in case there are any pigeons (the bitches luv to sit in our garage)

if any of u r into shooting then plzzzzzzz do us all a favor and shoot as many birds as possible!!

big old feathery killing machines :(

i'm sorry guys i usually love u but this is my mood 2day

2006-09-22T01:07:00.000+03:00

VENTING

2006-09-16T23:05:00.000+03:00

i can't STAND Rihanna's "unfaithful" if u don't want to cheat then don't cheat bitch! stop whinning about how guilty u feel and how u've become a murderer..at least a murderer does the deed and moves on u keep stabbing the poor bastard so stop asking for my sympathy u aint getting it..if the 2 guys ur with have half a brain they'd both dump u, u gorgeous hoe!

My Trip in Pics (Part I)

2006-09-14T00:10:00.000+03:00

i borrowed my sister's fancy hoops the day i left cause they just looked so darn cute on me but saakkkaaaa or CHEEEAAP the clip thingy falls off!

not to worry! i always carry a spare :P

i just had to admire :P strass cieling!!

the infamous coaster or as 7amoodi kindly put it: wrega :P

found it! fancy earrings back on!

these are the lovely men who sang for us at a small italian restuarant..they actually sang fadhel shaker's "ya ghayeb" in (czechy) "ya khabeeeeeeeby"

isn't this the cutest "plz clean my room" sign? :P

my cutsey wutsey cup

introducing: the monster! aka lpg machine

my lovely bed :P

playing hend on our way to prague

Did You Miss Meeee? :P

2006-08-31T01:46:00.000+03:00

hi ppl! i'm in karlovy vary so haven't had time to check on u all..i've been wanting to post some tid bits of my trip so far but haven't had the chance so here are a few randoms until i have time to post something new..

so i'm at the airpost with my bro (we're actually early this time) we're sitting in the lounge and i could NOT stop laughing..the place just looks wierd and my bro and i could not stop commenting
the tv was on bbc and this was their breaking news: world cricket scandal..seriously??

7amoodi was using a scuigly to mix his drink and couldn't find a place to put it when he was done:

Tinks: just use my coaster

7amoodi: ur what?

Tinks: my coaster

7amoodi: waai3 wai3 noo3ich

Tinks: 3ayal shesma??

7amoodi: wrega

ay shay?!

"ur attenttiooon plzz luptanza germon orline is now burding" looool

7amoodi: the black guy always wins the race

Tinks: steroetype much?

7amoodi: no seriously cause they're used to running away from tigers

Tinks !!!

7amoodi: actually cheetahs to be geographicaly correct

i just want to point out that he was serious! abai my bro is racist :(

i'm reading Paulo Coelho's Veronica Decides to Die and just b4 i start reading i look at the back and this is what it says :

"twenty-four-year-old veronika seems to have everything-youth and beauty, boyfriends and a loving family, a fulfilling job. but something is missing in her life. so, one cold novermber morning veronika decides to die. she takes a handful of sleeping pills expecting never to wake up.." bla bla bla

the point is i'm freaked out!

she's 24 (i'm almost 24)

she decides to kill herself in nov (i turn 24 in nov)

the dedication on the inside is dated nov 19 (my bday is nov 20!)

ok i know i'm exaggerating but it's a sign i know it :P

Happy Birthday Bella Coloooooor

2006-08-25T02:27:00.000+03:00

Happy Birthday to You

Happy Birthday to You

Happy Birthday Dear Belllaaaa

Happy Birthdaaaaay tooo Yooouuu

please join me in wishing our sweet Bella a very happy birthday may this be one of many more happy birthday to come!

Enjoy Sweeeety!!

A Post of Randoms

2006-08-19T00:49:00.000+03:00

i've been wanting to post about my crazy hangouts at home with my friends but eveytime i come to start this post something goes wrong so now i have a pile of "gatherings" all gathered into one..this post is just gonna be a bunch of randoms..enjoy :P

"keeeeeeeetchaaaap"

"Bitch Much?!"

"Men..can't live with them...END OF SENTENCE"

"For your info most ppl who meet me don't know that i'm a blonde!"

"Ladies, i proudly introduce u to my butt"

"don't mind her she had a bowl of bitchy for breakfast"

"you know who else is sad? ppl who have dreams"

"no no no no! for the last time i don't want to have sex with u" (ok i swear this was an innocent scene)

"i'm too tired to slap you be a dear and bash ur face against my palm"

M: i've got pants down the best idea!

Tinks: dude it's hands down!

M: yeah but pants sounds better

"your boobs are bigger than barbie's!"

"welcome to loser village population one: you"

A: are seals birds??

moment of silence

A: oh nevermind i confused them with penguins, not fair!

2 days later:

A: yeah i thought a seal was a bird but its a fish!

W:honey a seal's not a fish its a mammal

A: OH MY GOD! Bullshit! REALLY??

"do girls have shins?!" (i'm not posting the rest of this conversation :P)

This is my cousin's baby boy: cuuuuuuuuuuute he kept burying his face in the cake "Kaaikaah"

My sister's 25th B-day, i went to get her a bday card ended up buying over 30 balloooooons was so much FUUUUUN (i was playing with them not the kids :P)

looooool my sister's bday cake..i thought it would be cute to get a cake shaped like a belly cause she's pregnant but the cake turned out scary rather than cute :P OOOPPPPPPPSSSIII

THE NEW HANGOUT:

My Bro's Diwanya (a place where we can escape our parents and just chill)

My sis was having major cravings (it was not pretty ppl :P)

Sis: aby mango ice cream!

Tinks: ok 7amoodi's at baskin robbins he'll get u some

Sis: Laa :( aby mango Sorbet..min Oprah! (innocent puppy face)

Tinks: hmmm ok

45 mins later

Sis: WHERE'S MY SORBET?! (still puppy face just a bit more intense)

Tinks: he went o they didn't have it so he's going to the one in qurtoba

10 mins later

Sis: WHERE'S MY SORBET?!?!? (the puppy face has left the building)

Here's a cake i baked for my sister's 6 months wedding anniversary (the gummy bears are supposed to look like 1/2)

PS: watching powerpuff girls o i can't stop laughing! is this stuff hilarious or am i sleep deprived??

Public Apology

2006-08-18T16:05:00.000+03:00

Dear Zizo,

I would like to take this moment to apologize for all the things that I said in my last post, I now realize that some of the things that I said might have hurt you. The fact that we broke up does not give me the right to publicly humiliate you like that, some things are better left unsaid. Even though we went through some tough times, the good times were really good. I wish you all the best in your upcoming four marriages and I hope you'll remember you wife tinkerbell.

Sincerely,

El Tiiiiinnnnnkkkkkkk

Divorce in Progress

2006-08-14T00:36:00.000+03:00

ok so most of you know about my marriage to zizo by now..and if u've read his last post u also know that i have officially asked him for a divorce..this post is gonna justify my actions

so the great oooolllloooo asked me to marry him (because i can cook and he thought heya kabab!) and i foolishly said yes

our engagement was wonderful! kan kela edal3nyyyy o he made me feel so special *sigh*

one day while we were STILL engaged zizo proposes to Nunu (right in front of me ppl!) nunu says no and zizo's ashamed..he apologizes and i forgive him *sigh*

we finally get married (ok in hindsight i should've never gone through with it) but we got married and it all went downhill from there :(

first of all he took me to mashad ppl! i should've said no i guess bas i thought 7araaam rayli 7abeeby really wants to visit the motherland (cheeeaaaap)..while in mashad i was forced to cover up (lovely honeymoon yeah?) zizo ditched me the entire time for his precious kabaaaaab..but i hung in there i thought it was just a phase he's just adjusting

we come back from the honeymoon and EVERYTHING changed..he starts flirting with my friends and whenever i complained he called me 7anna :( he was greeted everyday with a smile and a home cooked meal but i guess that wasn't enough for him..i would sob alone in my room while he watched tv and had his precious kabab..i tried everything but was finally rewarded by his last post about his 4 wives! so that's it ppl i can't take it anymore..i packed my bag and left for my parents' house..i keep crying trying to forget the pain but it still hurts :(

on a more positive note: i'm gonna be single soon wohoooo! i'm celebrating as soon as my divorce is finalised ;)

P.S. i still love zizo he's a great guy we were just not meant to be..i think i'm supposed to be with some1 else..any suggestions? :P

HOTNESS

2006-08-09T00:49:00.000+03:00

i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want

what i would give to be that football

AHA AHA AHA AHA

was having a bad day so i thought what better way to cheer myself up then stare at a hot man?! the following pics along with "elf" really flipped my mooood so i thought i'de share with all u ladies out there..

Introducing Tom Brady to u all:

a hot hot hot new england pat's quarterback yuuuuuuuuum

watching 24 season 5 right now soooooooo excited (Nunu hope ur enjoying season 1 yala u got a looong way ahead of u)

7abeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeebyyyy

oh oh and ppl check out justin timberlake's new song "sexy back" HOOOOT

what a daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

a glimpse into the war on lebanon

2006-08-03T01:06:00.000+03:00

this is going to be a really long post..i just wanted to share with you another side of the war in lebanon so here are some excerpts from my cousin who's half lebanese and currently living the war in lebanon may god be with her and her family..i could not help crying after every one of these e-mails it just blows my mind how this girl is taking all this in and is still able to put a smile on MY face..i luv her to death and hope that we'll be reunited soon..

July 26, 2006

I’m writing to tell you that me and my family (extended included) are all fine. Things have been hectic and wild around here but, sadly, we are adapting. I say sadly because it seems that people don’t feel like fighting for their rights anymore, protesting for what they believe in or organizing a silent sit-in for peace. As if everyone here just accepted the fact that we are in a predestined preplanned War and that they cannot change it even if they tried.

I know that things are hard, and that some of you will say that I’m demanding too much of the people. But I’m talking about those of us who swore to make a difference in this world… people like you and me. When I read the Mahatma Gandhi’s words “Be the change you want to see,” I thought that I can make a difference in this world so easily. But now I know that it needs determination, planning and hard work… nothing comes that easy.

July 26, 2006

I’ve told some of you this earlier but I’ll repeat it… I volunteered for the AUB Alumni Association. We collect food and medications for people in the Southern villages that are under siege. I thought that as soon as we start the money will come pouring and we’ll just buy everything and send it with a trustworthy person. A lot of people volunteered to drive to the south and, thank God, we haven’t lost anyone until today. Some drivers are with the Lebanese Red Cross, some are with the army but they work with no uniform and use civilian cars, others are people from Southern villages who are fed up and dying to help. Money never came pouring… although we did ask for money, we asked friends, we asked businessmen, we asked companies… or as a friend curiously (and gently) put it: you begged for money?! Yes, we begged… we collected less than 3,000,000 L.L. in a week (I have to note that there was one generous donation from a well known food company for $1000 in goods)… not to sound negative but things have been very hard and sad… I mean, we went to Sabra Camp to get canned goods for a reasonable price, we were there for over 4 and a half hours, we went back to the AAA and we started dividing the food into shares only to get 60 shares… I looked at them and, frankly, I felt ashamed… I know that we all did our best that day; I know that we try to do our best everyday but things are not very easy.

We hear sad stories each day, about a one month old baby who died because the Red Cross could not reach his village in time. About robberies in Burg Hammoud, about fist fights in Aley between “the Druze and the Shiites.” And sadly, people do speak in such terms:

a stupid Shiite cursed the poor Durzi

a mean Durzi belittled the Shiite family

why aren’t the Christian villages being bombarded?!

I hope they bombard Beirut so they can feel what we felt…

And they say so many other things I’m afraid that if I mentioned I would only be reaffirming the idea that sectarianisms and prejudice and intolerance are characteristics of the Lebanese now-a-days.
I’m hating what I’m seeing… hating it to death. And mostly I’m hating what is becoming of Lebanon…
Sorry that I couldn’t be a bit more positive in this e-mail but this is how I’m feeling right now… maybe it is just the fact that I’ve been sick these last couple of days.

July 28, 2006

I have a confession: I haven’t been to my volunteer job for four days and I just feel soooo guilty. I cannot get myself to go to work because I keep thinking that I can do more than just buy things and divide them into shares. On the other hand I cannot go to schools and face all these people living under the most horrible situations. I am calling people and collecting money but I will force myself to go to work tomorrow.

On the news, I watched a segment on the news about “children of war;” a girl by the name of Nour Sroor was born the second day of the war. Her name means “Light” and her family name means “happiness”. She carries one of the most beautiful names and she herself is a gorgeous child with a dreadful luck of being born in the wrong place at the wrong time. Her mom is going through hell of course; she does not even have clothes for Nour. When you see individual stories such as these and put a face to a certain name and story you tend to sympathizes more… or maybe it is just me because I’m visual.

My Beirut (yes my Beirut) looks awful. Each time I go out I feel my heart sinking so deep… I don’t want to even imagine what became of the South. A man from our village in the South visited my mother and told her that they are moving to Beirut because living in the South is unbearable. My great aunt who is 89 is stuck in the village. They are trying to get her out but none of the drivers is willing to drive there because they started bombarding the village next to ours. They stopped bombarding Al-Dahieh two days ago but things are unpredictable all the time.

I hate watching the news now-a-days… some tell you that the war will be over before the beginning of August and others say that we’ll be lucky if it ended in four months. They curse and blame parties. I don’t want to blame and point fingers… I just want this to be over… it is unfair. Okay Hizbullah did kidnap two Israeli soldiers (and am not going into the details of whether they had the right to or whether a single man has the right to determine the destiny of a whole country) but the Israeli reaction is tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo severe. I know that you’ll say that I’m only a dreamer but I just wish for all the Lebanese to stop all the blame and concentrate on becoming one to overcome this crisis. They just badmouth each other publicly and act in selfish arrogant ways.

I do not rejoice and cheer when Israelis die. I know that they hurt us and I blame them and the American government 100% for the destruction in our country but I do not become happy when seeing Israelis people hurt on TV… I watched a Lahed member who took refuge in Israel after the Liberation of the South taking on CNN and saying how we “the Lebanese” are making a mistake… now this person I hate. He chose to have more loyalty to a country that he himself said treats him like a “second class citizen”. Amazing how people think and act.

I still try to amuse my family the same way I mentioned in previous e-mails… DVDs, monkey-ing around, food and playing cards and board games…A friend recommended that I read a book called On Identity by Amin Maalouf to understand the Lebanese identity and actually identity in general… I highly recommend the book, especially now.

Sending you LOVE and positive energy

July 29. 2006

Today I heard that there might not be a school year this year. On the year I signed a contract in, how sad for me but mostly how sad for the children all around Lebanon. The reason why they cannot open the schools for a new school year is that the government
opened all schools public and private, among other institutions, to accommodate all the dislocated people from the South. I also heard that a lady and her seven children died in an explosion today. It is funny, I used to tell my mother that I wish for a third of the people of Lebanon to disappear because the streets are too crowded and traffic jam is unbearable… now that something on the lines of that is happening I regret ever saying such horrid things jokingly.

My sister’s boyfriend and his family are doing wonderful things is the school next door to their house. They are organizing drawing competitions and distributing candy to cheer the children. What I would give to put a smile on all the children’s faces all around the world; not just in Lebanon. Not to let them see or go through war or any of these horrible events that we are going through. I’m still afraid to set a foot in a school… and am hating myself for that. But I’ll be resuming my volunteer job on Monday and will be searching for some other volunteer job as well.

July 30, 2006

Today, July 30th, 2006 another Qana massacre was committed (For you who are not aware of the first Qana massacre and want to know more please Google it). The first massacre happened on April 18th, 1996 as part of the numerous repetitive Israeli attacks on Lebanon that resulted in a total of 225 victims of which 199 killed and wounded in Qana. 5 Israeli shells caused the revolting massacre: 98 children, women, and older persons sheltering at the United Nations Interim Forces in Lebanon camp were killed and another 101 were injured. Fatmeh Balhas, a survivor of the massacre said:

" It was only minutes later that I realized my children were dead and my husband as well. I was on my own. "

A survivor of this second massacre, whose name I cannot remember cried because she saved her son and husband and could not save her daughter… she kept on repeating: “Zainab, Zainab… Zainab is gone, Zainab, Zainab…” it was so touching… the woman was hysterical yet calm… it was surreal.

The more I live this war, the more surreal it appears. I don’t know what to think of what I hear and I’m so tired it hurts.

Okay, I noticed how gloomy this e-mail is… I’m sorry. I’ll end it with a segment about clowns that I read in the recent issue of Psychology Today…
They had an article entitled “No Laughing Matter”, about coulrophobia or; the fear of clowns. David Kaye (Silly Billy), a New York children’s entertainer said that the exaggerated features of a clown violates a child’s basic idea of how a human should appear. I don’t know why I’m telling you this all I know is I’m afraid or feel uneasy around clowns as do many of you… so, why don’t we petition to ban clowns and everything related to them?!
Think of this and get back to me…

I’ll leave you with these thoughts for today... please don't hate me... send me love and positive energy only.

August 1st, 2006

Hi 7ayati

I loved your e-mail so much… I never thought that you are selfish and never will. I miss you to death and wish we were together somewhere safe. I’m really worrying about your mother’s health condition and your dad’s nerves because he keeps worrying about us.

How are you honey? How is everything around you? Zuzu and her baby “it”? How is your romantic life?

I’m fine here and I try to update everyone about myself so you don’t worry and know exactly what I’m going through and how I’ feeling… not to overload you…

I love you so much and know that I’ll see you soon (and we’ll have a blast)

August 1st, 2006

We did not have electricity most of the day yesterday that is why I did not send an e-mail your way.

My sister used to take sleeping pills in order to be able to go to bed the first week of the war… she later learned that our area is safe and that being all together is a good thing… we used to chat, play cards, eat junk like there is no tomorrow until dawn… yet, they started cutting off the electricity these couple of days… the sounds of the flying military jets are driving her crazy and she cannot go to bed any more… she is back on sleeping pills again.

What can I tell you?! I’m bored to death… my dad would not let me stay out late… he has been suffering from heart palpitation recently; and panics extremely easily.

There is a play by Sharif Abdunnur and others that is going to open this Thursday entitled “Laughter under the Bombs”. There is going to be some participants from the displaced. Sharif is also going to be directing two other plays with the same concept… he is also offering workshops for displaced children among others. I thought that his efforts are worth mentioning; although I recently joined a “hate Sharif Abdunnur” club (?).

I went out with friends to Le Prague today and met some nice people; a girl by the name of Reyya and her fiancé. She is a photographer… she had just came back from Al-Da7ieh where she was taking pictures of the destruction... She was close to tears when she was talking about what she saw… You see journalists, reporters and photographers everywhere these days. They are all over the place…

I don’t think I’m in the mood to talk about the war or the situation around here today. So, I’ll just leave you with my best and most positive thoughts…

I love you all…

Raining in My Heart

2006-07-29T00:13:00.000+03:00

why are you never there when i need you?

why is this happening to me?

why do you always undermine everything i do?

P.S sorry haven't been replying to comments or e-mails been busy with mama in the hospital since wed..she's doing much better il 7amdilla keep her in your prayers plz

Tagged

2006-07-22T20:26:00.000+03:00

BEST:
1. Male friend: slaiman ubo al reesh
2. Female friend: om 7amaneshooo
3. Vacation: q8 – ny..ny – miami..miami – boston..boston – milan..milan – london..london – beirute..beirute – q8

WORST:
1. Time of day: snooooooze time
2. Day of the week: sat
3. Color crayon: orange

LAST:
1. Person you talked to that goes/went to your school: fatoom
2. Talked to on the phone: nooneya
3. Text: digma
4. Person who Instant Messaged: badooooory

TODAY:
1. What are you doing now: in bed writing this
2. Wearing: a pink dress (awww :P)

TOMORROW:
1. Is: sun
2. Got any plans: meet up with my sis and digma
3. Goal: get through the day without swearing
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: it’s tomorrow :P

FAVORITE:
1. Number: 2
2. Song: i can never pick one!
3. Color: red

CURRENTLY:
1. Missing Someone: yes..my best friend in saudi, sara
2. Mood: grumpy
3. Wanting: sleep

TRUE/FALSE:
I am a cuddler: T
I am a morning person: F
I am a perfectionist: F
I am an only child: F
I am currently in my pajamas: F
I am currently pregnant: F
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: F
I am left handed: F
I am addicted to Blogging: define addicted
I am online 24/7: F
I am very shy around the opposite gender: hmm i don’t think so
I can be paranoid at times: T
I currently have a crush on someone: someone? try a couple :P
I currently regret something that I have done: not at the moment
I enjoy country music: hell no!
I enjoy smoothies: F
I enjoy talking on the phone: T
I have a hard time paying attention at school/work: F
I have a hidden talent: i have many hidden talents
I have a lot to learn: T
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: i like britney spears..there i got it off my chest! i feel so much better now thanx

ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone? nope
2. Which of your friends has the worst temper? nooneya
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? yup tissue..not a tissue box, 1 tissue :P
4. Ever had something thrown at you? yup remote control
5. When you’re mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream? neither! go for a drive

EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown you a surprise party for you? yes
2. Are you easily excited? yes
3. What are you most excited about? sports!
4. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought? shoppppiiiiinnng
5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? heidi klum’s body

SELF-DISCOVERY
1. Name: dandooona
2. Where were you born? nov 20, 1982
3. What’s your main goal in life? having the ability to help others and be happy
4. How do you want to die? in my sleep

OPINIONS
1. Sex before marriage? long answer :P against it but not because of religious beliefs i just think it’s cute to save urself for ur wedding night BUT if ur in luv and u know what ur doing then by all means go ahead i’m not gona stop u :P
2. Gay Marriage? for it
3. Lower the Drinking age? against it
4. Recycling? definitley for it!

DREAMS
1. What was your latest dream? dreamt of my soon to come nephew (fingers crossed)/ niece
2. Have any of your dreams come true? yup
3. What was the weirdest dream you’ve ever had? walking in on a friend who was sitting in the middle of a beautiful garden eating butterflies

1. Straight, Gay, Bi? straight with bi tendancies :p
2. Do you have a bf/gf? nope
3. Do you have a crush? everyday!
4.How many beds did you lay in yesterday? 1
5.What color shirt are you wearing? i just told u pink dress!
6.Name one thing that you do everyday? brush my teeeeth

7.What color are your walls? white
8.How much cash do you have on you right now? 5 kd how sad :P
9.I can’t wait till…? august 28
10.When was the last time you saw your dad? 4 days ago
11.What did you have for dinner last night? maki
12.What’s the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone? i never borrow clothes from ppl
13.What website(s) do you visit the most during the day? redsox.com, safat.kuwaitblogs.com, shopbop.com, espn.go.com
14.Does anything hurt on your body right now? my neck

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Have you ever failed a class? yes
2. Have you ever sung in front of a crowd? are 7 ppl a crowd?
3. Have you ever not taken a shower for 3 days? sadly yes
4. Have you ever slept with a night light? nope
5. Have you ever danced in the rain? yesssssss
6. Have you ever lied? yes
7. Have you ever had contacts? nope
8. Have you ever tripped over something stupid? probably

PICK ONE:
1. Samosa, Pakora, Kebab: samosa
2. Bollywood, Lollywood, Hollywood: hollywood
3. Love marriage, Arranged marriage: love!
4. Honeymoon, no moon: honeymooooooon
5. How many kids would u like 1,2, 3+: 12 :P
6. Kulfi, Ice cream: ice cream!
7. Shah ruk khan, Orlando Bloom: orlandoooooooooo
8. Meenar-e-Pakistan, Eiffel Tower: eiffel tower
9. Lahore, Khi, Islambad: lahore

the world is over populated with the WRONG kind of ppl!

2006-07-20T02:04:00.000+03:00

ok so this post might be a bit messed up i am writing this while surrounded by a bunch of retards :P oh and plus i'm MAAAAD! so it was 12:30 am and i was sitting with my bro and my cousin somehow the conversation drifts to shakespeare

bro: shakespeare is not that great

tinks: say what?!

bro: ee sej shakespeare is not that great

tinks: plz tell me ur kidding..he's a freakin genius! u know he's a 4th grade drop out?

bro: so? lots of great businessmen in q8 are middle school drop outs

(is he seriously comparing shakespeare to businessmen??)

tinks: r u seriously making that comparison???

bro: aaah yeah

tinks: dude shakespeare produced some of the greatest works in lit! u can't compare him to some businessman

bro: it's a contribution..he contributed to literature and these men contributed to economy

tinks: u idiot! shakespeare has lasted for hundreds of years! these men have been here for what? 50 years? and will be forgotten once they die..shakespeare will still be there!

bro: i still think he's not that great o the only reason he's famous is that queen elizabeth liked him

(oh no he didn't!!)

so bla bla bla lots of opinions back and forth and i almost punched him while my cousin clapped and yelled "heeff heeff heeffff"

tinks: blasphemy!!

bro: hey what's that?

tinks: u don't know blasphemy?

bro: does it have to do with politics?

tinks: no dummy..religion..it's like the defemation of the name of god or sacred religious figures

bro: ok so religion

tinks: yeah

bro: so it's like when i say chocolate is bad but u say chocolate is good?

(r u getting this ppl?!)

tinks: u idiot!!

ok so now i'm really angry! i don't care if ur not a fan o shakespeare u can hate him or whatever i DON'T care but ppl u have to recognize the genius in his work! the man is a 'god' with words! not gona write anymore..if u like shakespeare or at least acknowledge his work as art then ur 3ala raaaaaasy if however u belong to my bro's sect of ppl who think shakespeare isn't that great then by all mean go fuck a duck (excuse my french :P)

Tinks is crying :(

2006-07-18T01:03:00.000+03:00

disclaimer: ana mo daloo3a! so plz keep that in mind while reading this

my baba just left for europe then a month in the states followed by an engine tune up :( i just said goodbye and i miss him already..it's so weird i'm used to my dad traveling i mean he leaves at least 3 times during the year and we haven't spent our summer vacations together in a while so i'm supposed to be ok with this right? wrong! the tears would not stop 2day it was so strange..i had this sinking feeling in my heart i don't know like something bad is going to happen i didn't want him to leave..i thought of throwing a tantrum but i felt bad he really needs this trip so i just hugged him and wished him a safe trip but as i saw the car back out of the garage i felt like running after him a la indian movie drama but i didn't :P

my dad and i have always had this strange connection..we're spiritually close, even though we don't have deep talks but the bond is definitely there..ever since i was a child i would break into a terrible fever whenever baba left the country and the fever would not go away until his arrival date, i'd sleep while hugging his pjs which had his scent and would even cross the days off the calendar until he returned..haven't done that in a while though so don't freak out ppl but 2day brought it all back..we were watching old home videos, new year's eve 1989 to be exact and i could not stop the tears..there we were my baba and i slow dancing to some old 80s hit, my dad holding me tight with my head resting gently on his shoulder, we looked adorable and then the twirling and dipping started i swear my baba is the cutest thing ever..it all looked like a scene out of a movie..so i've been in a bad mood ever since..it just felt so familiar so safe so warm i wanted it all back i wanted him to stay..

so baba just left and i walked back into the house and as soon as i entered my bedroom "eros todo en mi" came on (i was going through old cds b4 baba left) and this song has always messed with meee! i don't have to listen to the entire song, as soon as ana gabriel says "eros todo" the tears start flowing :( i swear this woman's voice is the saddest thing i've ever heard she gets to me every time..so here i am sobbing to ana gabriel missing my daddy already (i swear i'm not usually this corny but i can't help it) and it doesn't help that the song means "ur my everything" and no matter how corny this is i have to say it: baba is my EVERYTHING..i breath baba (don't freak out ppl) ok why am i doing this?! i don't care what ppl think i do have a passion towards baba i luv him i breath him i everything him!

2006-07-14T22:48:00.000+03:00

it's been a pretty uneventful weekend..met some interesting ppl on wed :) spent thu finalizing preparations for mama's surprise b-day party..she turned 48 todaaaay..invited the family over for the party but the guest of honor didn't show up till 10 pm :P but it was fun we kept ourselves entertained..the cake turned out amaaazing and the flowers and decorations were so prettyyyy..plenty of noise due to those damn b-day noise thingies (ok i don't know what they're called u blow into them and they make a "6aaa6" sound :P)..i made every1 wear barbie b-day caps it was really cute to see my male cousins wearing them :P i spent the rest of the night watching movie after movie with my cousins went to bed around 5 am..woke up called digma who came over for a late lunch and again movie after movie :P we really needed to be couch potatoes for a while..digma left around 8:20 but the poor thing had car trouble around 9 so i picked her up and now i'm back don't feel like doing anything so i'm off to the couch again..been busy watching rome these days..u can really feel the excitment of this post can't u? oh and if ur new to sarcasim that was it :P i'm sorry ppl just in a blah moood

Choowy Goowy - Taste of Joy

2006-07-11T22:20:00.000+03:00

so i've decided to dedicate a whole post to choowy goowy b/c some ppl think that my little reminder wasn't enough :P

al-shamiya company was started by a group of four young kuwaities who wanted to start a business together and what better way than to start with a product that is sweet and satisfying..the company started with their famous arabic ice cream booza booza in 2004 then went on to produce their famous choowy goowy cookies in 2005 and finally their newest product, sorbet started this year, 2006.. their products are made from all natural ingredients and also offer non dairy ice cream for those who are lactose intolerant..their cookies are 100% natural and are made with no trans-fat, all ingredients are bought locally in q8, made in q8 by q8i hands..cookies are made to order and arrive fresh from the bakery..choowy goowy also use their famous flavor seal jars so ur cookies stay fresh longer..pop them in the microwave 3 days later and they will taste just as they did the day they were delivered..

cookie flavors include:

original chocolate chip (1 jar 2.500 KD, refill 2 KD)

choco loco (1 jar 3.500 KD, refill 3 KD)

white chocolate macadamia (1 jar 3 KD, refill 2.500 KD)

cinnamon oatmeal ( 1 jar 2.500 KD, refill 2 KD)

peanut butter chunk ( 1 jar 2.500 KD, refill 2 KD)

sorbet:

mango alfonso: tasty cool mango alfonso sorbet

spanish strawberries: made from wild spanish strawberries

kuwait islands: a summer mix of pineapple banana

tropical paradise: a tropical mix of mango, strawberry, banana, and pineapple

lemon mint: the ultimate summer refresher of fresh zesty lemons and fresh ground mint leaves

1L= 4 KD

booza:

milk ice-cream: creamy milk ice-cream spiced up with traditional arabic spices
Chocolate Ice-cream: Spoil yourself with the creamy natural mango aromatic taste
strawberry ice-cream: creamy smooth strawberries
green pistachio: old fashion made green ice-cream mix with persian pistachios and arabic spices
white pistachio: old fashion made of creamy ice-ream with persian pistachios and arabic spices
lemon sherbet: zesty lemon frozen dessert with a touch of milk

1L= 4 KD

you can place ur orders by phone at 262-6559 or 262-0011 or visit their online store at:

http://www.al-shamiya.com/

http://www.choowygoowy.com/

http://www.boozabooza.com/

*catering available, email or call for inquiries and pricing

AAAHHHH ITALY BABY!!!

2006-07-10T00:34:00.000+03:00

ok don't really feel like writing but i lost my voice so i can't really yell "IN UR FACE!!" right now..was a great game..france should blame Raymond Domenech for his poor choices and zaidan for his outburst BOHOHOOOOO...in the end italy won Hahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha

classic moments:

-1st french goal..i thought it didn't go in so i stood up screaming "in ur face" (DAGRA) and scared my baby cousin 7araaam :(
-italy's 1st goal..YEAH BABY
-zaidan's outburst..what the hell was he thinking?!

-my mom actually cried when zaidan left "7aram laish yaqheroona"
-game goes to penalties..knowing italy's going to win
-penalty shots..dude i officially lost my voice here
-france misses..hahahahahaha
-italy wins..yeah baby!!
-mama sings "pasta pasta pasta" in an "ole ole ole" fashion :P

and i think the pics say it all !

P.S. http://www.al-shamiya.com/ is up and running you can order yummy booza and the infamous choowy goowy cookies through them or go directly to these websites

http://www.choowygoowy.com/

http://www.boozabooza.com/

enjoy yummy chocolate chip, white chocolate macademia, choco loco, choowy peanut butter or my personal fav cinnamon oatmeal..a fresh kuwaiti product delivered to ur home or office and remember to save the jars b/c u can get a refill for a discounted price..Enjoy!

warning ppl this is going to be loooong

2006-07-07T02:38:00.000+03:00

okkkk so last night was my cousin's wedding..emotional rollercoaster (excuse the cliche)..so my cousin married one of my BEST friends this wed u can imagine the state i was in..i was soooooo fucking happy but so depressed at the same time go figure..what made the night more exciting was the fact that I had set these two love birds up five years ago (yeah way to go dandoon set up every1 u know o forget urself :P)..this brings the total to three successful matches that i have been responsible for yaaay mee..this does not make me a kha6aba i repeat i am NOT a kha6aba..all my friends were nagging on me yesterday to find them husbands! ppl i see two ppl who suit each other or who have chemistry who show an interest and i make it happen i DO NOT go around asking for ppls specifications and match them with an imaginary dude so give it up (but if u find my mr.right plz let me know :P)

Wedding Night:

-so i'm ready in my gorgeous red dress and i looked HOT (i know i've said this b4 ppl but i can't help it i really did look good and i have witnesses :P) i go down to the wedding barely had time to asalem when the bride calls me so i rush to her room and the tears begin..she looked amaaaaaazing i had never seen here look so pretty she was truly a QUEEN..i give her a hug and wish her good luck then go back down to make sure her entrance is perfect..the dj announces the bride and the lights dim..and there we were, six of her closest friends standing by waiting for the 1st member of our small group to enter in her beautiful white dress..we were holding back tears that would not go awaaaay bas el 7amdilla we stayed positive and kept smiling to make sure that she wouldn't get emotional..zafat'ha kanat etyanen i had goosebumps the entire time i'm sure girls reading this know what i mean..seeing ur friend and not just any friend, a sister approaching, all eyes on her just does something to u

-the dancing continues..beautiful ppl, beautiful dresses, great music and smiles all around..let's all remember ppl that tinks is very sick and keeps sneaking to the ladies' room to cough and sneeze whenever she can, but do u think that stopped her? :P oh hell no! i just kept on dancing, it was one of the happiest days of my life

-the groom's entrance: my cousin, my brother, one of the dearest ppl to my heart dash 3alaina with his friends and family around him..this time i could NOT hold the tears back i actually had to hide behind my mom and aunts and cried my eyes out...he looked amaaaaazing..he's been at our house every single day for the past 2 weeks i had just seen him a few hours b4 the wedding but somehow he looked diff..sej me3res! and then to see him sitting next to her, the two of them were made for each other alla ehaneehom oo khaleehom 7ag ba3ath inshala..i swear i felt like a mother at her daughter/son's wedding

-following our family's tradition the 2nd half of the wedding was mixed..although this time the men were a bit restricted (damn :p) but we still had a blaaaast..here are some embarrassing moments:

-tinks is dancing with her brother everything was perfect, looks up and there's this mother who's been eying me all evening (and not in a nice way but in a very investigative way) and what happens? i nearly fall off the dance floor which is raised above the floor to look more like a stage (fatal accident avoided)

-my weakness, sharqi music..i CAN NOT help my body when this music is on ask anyone who knows me its like i have been programmed, my body just moves there's no controlling it..so there i was dancing to nancy 3ajram's "ya 6ab6ab" pulling all my moves looking amazing i might add :p and then a part comes on and i shake my butt (u know the whole shiver thing a ragasa does? :p) well there i was breaking a record holding that damn "ra3sha" for 2 whole mins when i turn around only to find this woman staring at me with her jaw almost to the floor and here's the embaressing part: she actually comes up to me and says "ethableeen..ahalech yerthoon ezawjoonech wa7ed asghar menech?" R U KIDDING ME? who says that? oh oh and what do i do? one of my classic smile politely and run in the other direction moves :p

-after hours of standing, dancing then standing on my poor little feet i decided it was time for the heels to come off..i take off my heels and start dancing barefoot as do most of the girls which is fine for them cause they're fucking tall..and so the ugly truth was out: i'm short ppl deal with it!

-the same mother who was "pimping" me at the last wedding decides to dance with me again and i really do love this woman so i dance with her everything's ok and as soon as the song is over the woman gives me a big hug kisses me on the cheek and says "yyy chan zain" (what the?? digma explain to me what's going on with this family :p)

-more dancing bla bla bla more wanasa more 3aba6 more pics..all in all it was a great wedding :p

Favorite Moment:

in the same family tradition, we all spent the night at the hotel and we were all on the same floor, including the newlyweds' suite..so there we were 12 guys and girls, cousins and some friends all in our pjs in one room scattered on beds, chairs and the floor all engaged in stories from the wedding and our laughter filling the hallways (fee nas kan mukanhom embayen bas ana za3lana menhom fa i'm not mentioning their name but u know who u are) and in the same tradition we decide on ordering fooooood..so the choices were room service, pizza hut or burger king and so we settled for all of the above :p there we were taking orders when i decide to call my cousin (el me3res) expecting him to ignore me but he actually picks up after 2 rings:

Me: hiiii! H we're ordering burger king do u want anything?

H: eeeeeee! plz aby chicken royal meal oh (takes his wife's order) khaleehom 2 chicken royal meals

Me: heya! ok we'll send u the food awal ma yosal

H: la shino send benyi neshar ma3akom!

Me: huh? okkkkkkkkk! (secretly going 6aa6 6aaaaaaa6)

5:00 am the 1st duf3a of room service..maskeen ramon yannanaaaa! i'm sure he thought we were the wierdest bunch of ppl

5:20 am pizza arrives

5:30 am a knock on the door, we open and there they were the newlyweds in their pjs (yebaaab o clapping o looya) they enter and plop themselves next to us and the laughter would not stop u could FEEL the energy in the room everybody was happy, everbody was relaxed (some of us had only met 2day!) but there we were all in pjs all enjoying the end of one of the happiest nights of our lives (well at least one of the happiest to me :P)

5:45 am another knock, this time its the final blow burger king..we had ordered so much they had to bring up the food in one of those trolleys they use for luggage!

6:30 am bride and groom go off to their suite and i say gnight/gmorning to my cousins and head off to my friend's room where the sahra continues with endless girl talk

8:00 am off to my room to sleeeeeep

8:05 am knock on the door from my cousin

9:00 knock on the door from my mom who feels left out and wants to join in on the fun :p

10:00 mama wakes me up

Mama: dandooooon! yal fasla goomay

Me: huh?

Mama: esh7almana fee?

Me: nothing el screen emgafla

Mama: 3ayal esh3endech teth7ikeen?

Me: lol mama ay shay

Mama: 3ayara esh3endech? ur cracking up in ur sleep (imitates my laugh)

ok so apparently i'm entertaining in my sleep :p

11:00 knock on the door this time it's my sister who wants to join us for breakfast..breakfast is followed by endless girl talk

2:00 pm check out

3:30 pm newlyweds come over for lunch

5:00 pm newlyweds leave and i finally get a chance to rest but nooo i decide to stay up instead

9:oo pm newlyweds are back :p the7ek o sewalef followed by dinner and more sewalef

12:45 am newlyweds leave, sis and hubby leave, mama and baba off to bed, bro off to bed

1:30 am tinks wide awake

2:00 am still wide awake

3:35 still fucking awake

4:22 done with this post finally getting sleepy goodnight ppl..miss me :P

P.S this post will be updated with photos once i get my camera back from whoever has it

Yet Another Dysfunctional Day in Tink’s Life

2006-07-04T15:32:00.000+03:00

ok so il 7amdilla i'm feeling much better but still this lack of sleep is killing meeee

-i fainted in the shower 2day was a really fun experience..it actually felt like my lungs had collapsed..i guess the whole blocked nose didn't go well with all the steam in the shower..thank god my mommy was hoooome..she got me out of the shower and there i was hardly breathing my heart pumping real fast and my skin felt like it was on fire! what a great way to start the day

-so a while later i was ok..i got dressed went with mama to this lab in jabriya to get some blood tests..ppl if u ever need a blood test plz go there! the place is amaaazing and the ppl there were very professional (no mean nurses)..oh i have a fear of needles but this woman was amaaazing..i had my head rested on mama so i don't look at the needle and i still had my eyes closed waiting for the needle to go in then i felt a slight pinch..the whole thing was over! she had went in taken the blood and had just taken the needle out..oh my god 7abaaaaitha i almost hugged her :P

-the lab made me realize how lucky we are to live in this country! ok at first i thought it was expensive when the woman told me that the thing cost 92kd but then i compared it to when i was in the states and it is nothing! i once got a blood test for almost $400 and that was just a CBC (e7m e7m 7tenths :P) so anyway it just felt really good to know how easy we can get things here..turns out i could've even gotten that test for free so yaay for kuwait's health care :P

-digma this part is dedicated to u: i finally believe in 3ain! ok digma's been telling me that el 3ain maklatna latley and i keep saying yeah i guess but 2day i became a believer! i went to pick up my dress for tomorow's wedding but i had to try it on to make sure they had made all the final changes and ok i have to point out that i pride myself on my skin el 7amdila i have been blessed with clear skin (ok i get the occasional weird red spot but usually clear skin especially on my body)..so i'm trying this dress on and i'm looking in the mirror everything looks good then the woman walks in and i quote "yeee sho hal dhahar (back) el safy ebyelba2lek el dhahar el maftoo7" and right then and there i got zapped with 2 red spots on my shoulder blade! they just popped out! i swear i'm not making this up :p ok maybe i had it coming maybe i was gona get these freakin spots 2day anyway but it was just so freaky! they popped up the min she finished her sentance..so now i officially believe in 7asad and u can quote me on this :p

-we get home and emerson, our sweet sweeeeet helper rushes to see that i'm ok..she's so cute she's been worried about me ever since i got sick..so she comes up to my mom in her broken down english and says:

Emerson: madame what happen? dana ok?

Mama: i don't know emerson maybe she will die 2day (serious face)

Emerson: MY GOD! MADAME WHAT HAPPEN?

Mama: set the table plz dana's hungry, she must eat. maybe she will die 2day (still serious)

Emerson: madame what doctor say?

Mama: nothing we only got a blood test..they took tooooo much blood from dana. maybe she will die (again serious expression)

Emerson (now really freaked out): ooooh madame nooo!

she gets me a glass of cold water and i drink in silence still shocked at my mother

Emerson: dana plz take medication ha

Moi: thank u emerson :)

Mama: let her sleep, don't wake her up. maybe she will die 2day (serious!)

somebody plz explain to me! was that supposed to be funnyyyy?

2006-07-03T12:43:00.000+03:00

*this post has been inspired by Dr.Lost*

so when i read mr.contraversial's post i started thinking of weddings and i had recently decided that i'm not even going to HAVE a wedding and here's why: after my sister's wedding i realized what a waste weddings are...i mean i've always been to weddings and i LUV going i luv seeing the bride all beautiful in her dress..i luv seeing the groom walk in kiss her forehead and hold her hand..i luv the dancing..god do i luv the dancing..i luv the decorations and i even luv the invitations BUT witnessing my sister's wedding and the whole fiasco of planning it has totaly changed my view on weddings and here's why:

1st the planning: it takes about a year to plan a decent wedding..everything from the "koosha" to the flowers to table cloths to serving plates to trays to wedding cake to little tiny pasteries and chocolates that get served during the wedding it's all just a big waste..no matter how perfect a wedding is there's always some1 who's gona hate it and in the end it's more of a show than a wedding

2nd the dress: it takes forever to get the damn thing made and the bride ends up flying back and forth (ok i'm all for the travelling ofcourse but sometimes it's just not conveniant)..u end up spending thousands of dinars (1st time to use this sentance wohooo) on a beautiful dress which u wear only ONCE

3rd the invitations: it takes forever to decide on an invitation every1 wants to do something different every1 wants to be original..my sister's invitations were handmade for god's sake!! does any1 else see the stupidity in all of this? (man i'm so glad my parents are not bloggers they'de be so offended right about now :p) but i have to say they really were beautiful but then again nobody ever keeps those things

4th the invitation list: AGAIN this takes forever..u write down a list of every1 ur gona invite then ur aunts start calling up wanting to invite ppl and ur cousins call asking if THEY can invite ppl..call me crazy but i thought it was MY wedding..u end up inviting over a thousand ppl mostly family and friends of UR parents and then u end up on a stupid koosha while every1 else dances or stares at u..it's MY wedding I should be the one having FUN

5th mixed vs traditional: most families in kuwait end up having traditional weddings because not every1 is willing to attend a mixed wedding..AGAIN we're pleasing ppl instead of thinking of the bride and groom..

6th where is the bride's sister?! during my sister's wedding i was so busy making sure everybody was enjoying their time and everything was running smoothly that i hardly even danced at my own sister's wedding! her friends were also busy in her sweet making sure she stops crying so she doesn't ruin her make up..my poor mom was so nervous she hardly remembers the wedding..in these weddings STRANGERS get to dance the night away while the closest ppl to the bride are nervous, crying or panicing

my sister ended up having a two parts wedding..a traditional wedding where all the women had fun except for the bride and her sis which turned into a mixed party after dinner..ONLY then did the poor thing enjoy her own wedding..she got to dance with my dad (lots of tears there) then with her husband (lots of tears there) then my parents danced (lots and lots of tears there) then my dad and i danced (LOTS of tears there)..my poor baba had a ghetra full of runny mascara marks after just one song..and then the fun started my sister did not stop dancing i have never seen a bride so happy mashala she looked radiant..we all joined in..our family, her friends and the groom's family..even the women in 7jabs danced it was amazing! our friends danced with our cousins the groom's family joined in it was just sooo much fun and by the end of it even the EXTREMELY religious conservative cousins (on my mom's side) said that it was the best wedding they had ever been to..i guess sometimes even if u don't join in on the fun watching ppl around u enjoy their time is worth it..

ANYWAAAAY..my point waaaas :p that weddings are such a hassle and the bride and groom hardly get to enjoy it i'de rather spend all that money on my honeymoon or saving it for my future with my hubby BUT having said that IF i do end up having a wedding then it will definitley be mixed so my husband and i get to take part in it :p

P.S the wedding will never work unless u have a supportive backbone and i would like to take this moment to thank digma and all my other friends who were such a great help that night

Death (oh and drama queen alert)

2006-07-02T13:18:00.000+03:00

this is what dying must feel like and if so can we get it over with already?! haven't slep in 3 days..well 4 hours in 3 days..i'm in pain..and i mean PAIN..there is not a single bone in my body that does not ache..my head is throbbing..tummy playing games with me :( throat is closing up..nose is blocked in parts and runny in others (lovely images there eh? :P) oh and this bitch of a cough is so smart! she only annoys me during the night deprives me of sleep and then waits till i'm wide awake so she can go ahead and rest only to get enough energy to annoy me again at night! but i'll show her..all show them all

so ok i'm dying no biggie but will somebody come hold my hand when it happens? i don't want to die alone :(

i'm watching "coupling" at the moment at least i have something to make me laugh..am i really tired or is this quote really funny?

Jane: [about the film "Lesbian Spank Inferno"] How could you possibly enjoy a film like that?

Steve: Oh, because it's got naked women in it! Look, I like naked women! I'm a bloke! I'm supposed to like them! We're born like that. We like naked women as soon as we're pulled out of one. Halfway down the birth canal we're already enjoying the view. Look, it's the four pillars of the male heterosexual psyche. We like: naked women, stockings, lesbians, and Sean Connery best as James Bond. Because that is what being a bloke is. And if you don't like it, darling, join a film collective. I want to spend the rest of my life with the woman at the end of the table here. But that does not stop me wanting to see several thousand more naked bottoms before I die. Because that's what being a bloke is. When Man invented fire, he didn't say "Hey, let's cook!" He said: "Great! Now we can see naked bottoms in the dark!" As soon as Caxton invented the printing press we were using it to make pictures of - hey! - naked bottoms. We've turned the Internet into an enormous international database of... naked bottoms. So, you see, the story of male achievement through the ages, feeble though it may have been, has been the story of our struggle to get a better look at your bottoms. Frankly, girls, I'm not so sure how insulted you really ought to be.

Sally: I've never understood men's obsession with lesbianism - a whole area of sex with nothing for them to do. I've just answered my own question haven't I?

so i'm gona take this moment to wish u all a great life..it's been great knowing u all and i wish u all the best..be sure to visit my grave plz

i'm in looooooooooove

2006-06-29T02:15:00.000+03:00

6aaa6 6aaaa6..ppl i'm in love! i found him! i have finally found him! i thought he didn't exist anymore but my faith has been restoooooooored...mr.right is out there and i met him tue night..

so my cousin's wedding was tue and it was mixed wedding (HOT)..i looked fucking amazing (Digma i wore the black dress :P) but enough about me and more about the wedding...everything was beaaautiful..it was simple but very elegant..everybody seemed to have a good time..the bride looked amazing! our family is used to mixed wedding but they're usually restricted to family, this wedding however was REALLY mixed..i hardly knew any1 there :P we walked in a little late (i secretly LUV walking in late shshs it's a guilty pleasure don't tell any1) so i walk in with my parents in my lovely black dress with a slight train that flows behind me just so..red lipstick minimal eye make up beautiful flowy hair and my head held high (i swear mo shayfa 3umry but u had to be there i really did look good :P)..it was a seated dinner so we had to go around saying hi to ppl we know and the eyes would not stop following us (sadly for me i was with mama and baba :P)..we finally sat at our table which was full of old ppl (mostly 40 and 50 year olds..barf) while the table next to us was filled with hot young guys (eye candy :P) BUUUUUT 15 mins later this handsom guy in his early 30s approached our table said hi to my uncle and sat right next to me..we started talking and u guessed right ppl he was my mr.right (he had me at hellooo)..this guy was handsome, smart, charming as hell, wicked smile, ambitious, tikana, god he was PERFECT..we talked all throughout dinner that i forgot about the dancing and all the cute guys out there :P but knowing my luck NOTHING is ever perfect! the guy turns out to be married :(((( and he fucking luves his wife! god I fell in luv with his wife after a few words! he even showed me a pic of her which he carries around (adooooorable)..she wasn't that pretty, i could take her :P but she sounded amazing! i can't wait to actually meet her..he told me how the 2 of them had met, funny details about their wedding, honeymoon fiascos etc etc and i could not help but fall in luv with this woman, i actually saw why he adored her..she sounded PERFECT herself..don't feel bad for me just yet my story ends well..i guess

so mr.right leaves early cause he has to be up really early..we say good night and decide to meet up soon so i could meet his wife (turns our we're somehow related!)..so the luv of my life leaves and i'm stuck talking with my mom's family for a while but then the dancing starts..my GOD the dancing! it really goes to show that music takes all ur troubles away..i got up to dance and i forgot all about my guy for a while..i luved that we were a mix of men and women..old and young..married and single all dancing it was just amazing (the best part was watching all the young couples dancing)..and my dad did not have a problem with me dancing next to strangers which i thought was so mature of him :P when i asked him later how come he was ok with it he said "baba 3ady as long as ur with ur parents" isn't he the sweetest? i danced with my uncle for a while which was soooo sweet..he tried to salsa with me didn't really work :P he just ended up twirling me..twirling is so much fun though :P lol but the funniest thing was how shy i was! u see me on the dance floor, a great dancer o kel shway wa7da etyabebly chena al7een sej but the min a guy smiles or tries to dance next to me i'm like a little girl in a playground..i actually blush and dance away :P there was this adorable mother who kept dancing with me and putting her arm around my waist slowly taking me towards her son who was also on the dance floor..as soon as she introduced me i turned around and practically ran in the other direction (afashel i know :P) but i'm shy i can't help myself..

all in all it was a great night..the wedding was beautiful..the ppl were beautiful..the music was great the dancing was even greater and there's nothing hotter than watching eye candy dance :P

BOSTON RUUUUUULES!!

2006-06-24T22:43:00.000+03:00

ok so i haven't posted in a while been kinda blaah but something just happened that PUSHED MY BUTTONS..somebody just refered to Bostonians as Badu Amrica and that Michigan (of all places) is the posh place so here is my reply to all those ignorant ASSHOLES out there:

The American Revolution fucking started in Boston..the creme de la creme reside here, the heart of intellectuals and politicians, not to mention the TOP univesities in the US..the first printing press in the colonies was built in Cambridge by Stephen Daye in 1639..with its excellent harbor, Boston became the leading commercial center in the colonies..Colonial Boston was a world leader in shipbuilding and the primary port of North America..Boston became a leading center of colonial resistance as a great philosophical distance began to grow between the Colonies and Britain..The seeds of revolution were planted in Boston!! The Stamp Act of 1765, the Townshend Acts of 1767, the Boston Massacre in 1770, The Tea Act of 1773 which resulted in The Boston Tea Party to name a few..Samuel Adams, Paul Rever and John Hancock came from Boston! the famous expression "the shot heard round the world" which signified the American Revolution was in Boston! the Battle of Bunker Hill..Boston also played a role as a leading voice of the abolitionist movement..with the outbreak of WW II, Boston became a major arms manufacturer during wartime.. by the 1950's, fishing and farming were in decline in Massachusetts, but the Boston area emerged as a leader in the fledgling computer and high-tech industries..many of these new business were created and staffed by graduates of MIT and the other colleges in the Boston area..today, the Boston skyline is brimming with skyscrapers and office towers; a testament to Boston's achievements and its vitality and ur telling me Boston Badu the US? Dude Michigan is the place of white trash wake up!

Famous Bostonians:

Aerosmith
Jay Leno
Anne Bradstreet
Robert Frost
Conan O'Brien
Alexander Graham Bell
Elizabeth Bishop
Uma Therman
Emily Dickinson

Robert Frost
Robert Lowell
Matt Damon
Ben Affleck
John Kerry
The Kenndys
John Adams
John Quincy Adams
James Spader
Ralph Waldo Emerson
Mark Walhberg
Susan B.Anthony
E.E. Cummings
Benjamen Franklin

the list can go on and on and on

a Final Tribute to Boston and the Sox:

Tessie by Dropkick Murphey:

Tessie is the Royal Rooters rally cry

Tessie is the tune they always sung

Tessie echoed April through October nights

After serenading Stahl, Dinneen and Young

Tessie is a maiden with a sparkling eye

Tessie is a maiden with a love

She doesn't know the meaning of her sight

She's got a comment full of love

And sometimes when the game is on the line

Tessie always carried them away

Up the road from third base to Huntington

The boys will always sing and sway

Two! Three! Four!

Tessie, Nuff Said McGreevey shouted

We're not here to mess around

Boston, you know we love you madly

Hear the crowd roar to your sound

Don't blame us if we ever doubt you

You know we couldn't live without you

Tessie, you are the only only only

The Rooters showed up at the grounds one day

They found their seats had all been sold

McGreevey led the charge into the park

Stormed the gates and put the game on hold

The Rooters gave the other team a dreadful fright
Boston's tenth man could not be wrong!

Up from third base to Huntington

They'd sing another victory song

Two! Three! Four!

Tessie, Nuff Said McGreevey shouted

We're not here to mess around

Boston, you know we love you madly

Hear the crowd roar to your sound

Don't blame us if we ever doubt you

You know we couldn't live without you

Tessie, you are the only only only

The Rooters gave the other team a dreadful fright

Boston's tenth man could not be wrong!!

Up from third base to Huntington

They'd sing another victory song

Two! Three! Four!

Tessie, Nuff Said McGreevey shouted

We're not here to mess around

Boston, you know we love you madly

Hear the crowd roar to your sound

Don't blame us if we ever doubt you

You know we couldn't live without you

Boston, you are the only only only

Don't blame us if we ever doubt you

You know we couldn't live without you

Red Sox, you are the only only only

am i bipolar??

2006-06-12T15:49:00.000+03:00

ok so i was in a shitty mood last night..i was crying..i cried this morning..i was so pissed driving today and then the strangest thing happened..i was on my way home and there's this song i really love so decided to put it on..and it worked! i got home and could not get out of the car..ther there i was in our garage in the middle of the day dancing away to this song (mind you we have people working on part of the house who probably think that satan took over my body by now :P)..then i get to my room blast that song and start dancing around in my underwear..it just goes to show you that a good song is the cure for everything! i don't know who the song is by i guess its called "in love with myself" but here are the lyrics:

In love with myself
In love with my own reflection
With my own affection
With the vision that I see

There’s nobody else
I’m taking my own direction
I can see perfection
Doing all I can for me

In love with myself
In love with myself
In love with myself
In love with myself

I can take you to hell
I’m falling so deep inside it
And I just can’t hide it
Feel it burning down on me

I dance with myself
As hundreds of eyes are waiting
Gona strip completely
And their eyes are burning me

In love with myself
In love with myself
In love with myself
In love with myself

Tonight I’m gona need somebody
After all the lights have died
I’m still living
But what am I given

In love with myself
In love with my own reflection
With my own affection
With the vision that I see

There’s nobody else
I’m taking my own direction
I can see perfection
Doing all I can for me

In love with myself

Everybody wants your body
There’s nobody that can take you to heaven
We’ll make it forever

In love with myself

Tonight I’m gona need somebody
After all the lights have died
I’m still living
But what am I given

In love with myself

In love with myself

Pain

2006-06-11T23:12:00.000+03:00

ok i'm just venting so sorry if none of this makes sense just need to purge

"if it doesn't kill u it makes u stronger" BULL..i keep saying it to ppl going through tough times and i know i don't believe it but it works for them so i just say it but it doesn't work now does it? i always believed that being a good person was enough..i do believe in karma but it seems that it doesn't work in my favor..somebody explain to me how some1 who is dark on the inside some1 who goes around hurting ppl can be happy while i suffer..i smile and i mean it..i'm not happy and i'm not sad..i know it..i'm not fooling myself into believing anything..what is it? what is this thing? explain plz..these tears i don't know where they're coming from..it's not a broken heart..it's not dissapointment..it's not lonliness..it's not the fact that i've been cheated out of something..it just is..the cycle keeps moving but i seem to have been dropped somewhere along the road so where's the next stop? somebody plz tell me.."love is never lost" r u sure about that? no seriously..i'm hurt..no i just keep saying that to forget that i don't feel it anymore..pinch me..take me to the clouds above or however that song goes..i'm thinking it's a sign but for what? its thoughts like this that catch my wandering brain..i keep on talking but i never say anything...fools that's what we are fools..who are we kidding? fools in love is there any other kind? wake me up..

Today's Song:

Joseph Arthur "Honey and the Moon"

Don't know why I'm still afraid

If you weren't real I would make you up

now

I wish that I could follow through

I know that your love is true

And deep

As the sea

But right now

Everything you want is wrong

And right now

All your dreams are waking up

And right nowI wish I could follow you

To the shores

Of freedom

Where no one lives

Remember when we first met

And everything was still a bet

In love's game

You would call;

I'd call you back

And then I'd leave

A message

On your answering machine

But right now

Everything is turning blue

And right now

The sun is trying to kill the moon

And right nowI wish I could follow you

To the shores

Of freedom

Where no one lives

Freedom

Run away tonight

Freedom, freedom

Run away

Run away tonight

We're made out of blood and rust

Looking for someone to trust

Without

A fightI think that you came too soon

You're the honey and the moon

That lightsUp my night

But right now

Everything you want is wrong

And right now

All your dreams are waking up

And right nowI wish that I could follow you

To the shores

Of freedom

Where no one lives

Freedom

Run away tonight

Freedom freedom

Run away

Run away tonight

We got too much time to kill

Like pigeons on my windowsill

We hang around

Ever since I've been with you

You hold me up

All the time I've falling down

But right now

Everything is turning blue

And right now

The sun is trying to kill the moon

And right now

I wish I could follow you

To the shores

Of freedom

Where no one lives

DouBLe DinG

2006-06-09T19:30:00.000+03:00

It was a slow and quiet Thursday afternoon and Tinkerbell’s poor sister was ordered to stay in bed all day… so DiiGMaa headed to keep the Tink’s company…

This is a few things said and done during the course of the day:

iM6aBaG iZBaiDy:
So we’re having lunch and Tinks was trying to be all nice and tanchebly but when she came to cut me a piece of zbaidy..

DiiGMaa: “fee a7aad egi9 ismichaa bil6ool” (no seriously she did that :P)

On The Bed:
A bunch of girls on one bed talking about lost, dp and prison break and DiiGMaa and Tinks over do the whole enthusiasm on prison break
DiiGMaa: “eye candy”
Tinks: “He’s so HOT that you’d ORG just by seeing him”

On The Sofa:
While Tinks’ sis is taking a nap DiiGMaa and Tinks get a chance to catch up on each other’s lives
DiiGMaa: “he’s the love of my life… I’ve never been happier… he’s everything and more… but there’s only one problem… !!
Tinks: “ he’s Married? Has a girlfriend? Gay? No future? Missing an important organ ? (this should say what he’s missing lol)
DiiGMaa: “hell no !! I wouldn’t of even considered if so… he’s… he’s… we’ll… He’s a figment of my imagination”
Tinks looks all worried tried to move away but DiiGMaa’s too close after a few moments of looking at each other:
Tinks: “Seriously you are really scaring me !! Take a few steps back ! seriously !! I’m scared !”

Tinks: “well i have something i wana do to michael scowfield but i could never say it unless it's online”
DiiGMaa: “what?”
Tinks: “i just wana gaaag on that!”

With Tinks Bro:

DiiGMaa: “wainik ?”
Tinks Bro: “I’m entering the area now.. I take it u guys want me to go to the Jam3iya.. ok I’ll head there now”
DiiGMaa: “no we were just wondering where u went”
Tink’s Bro: “I’ll call you when I’m there”
DiiGMaa: “ur bro is asking what you want”
Tinks: “popcorn! Oh oh Doritos! Oh and carbudry! with nuts!”
DiiGMaa: “lion bar! and m&ms! with nuts! Oh oh and Pringles! and and sweeeeeeeeeets!”

iN The JaM3iYa:
Since all men are useless when it comes to running errands Tinks’ Bro calls to ask what we want AGAIN:

Tinks’ Bro: “ tell Tinks they have Locker”
DiiGMaa: “Hooker?”
Tinks’ Bro: “Locker!”
DiiGMaa: “Tinks ur bro’s asking if u want a hooker”
Tinks: “they have hookers?!”
Tinks’ Bro: “give me that little bitch!”
DiiGMaa hands the phone to Tinks
Tinks’ Bro to Tinks: “u want the blue one?”
Tinks: “they have blue hookers? Mako red??”
DiiGMaa: “Hookers! i want!”

RaNDoMs:
Tinks: "7ada Baaaaaaaarrrrrrfffff !!"
DiiGMaa: "Horrid !!"
Tinks: "Hoooooorrid" (mi7tara ma 3indihaa British accent)
DiiGMaa: "iL eMRaaaayKaaan" (in a 3ayooza accent)
Tinks: "abeeee ily ta7at"
DiiGMaa: "ily ta7aaaaaaat ?;p"
DiiGMaa: “My mouth Salivated Just Thinking of it.. oooh baby”

SuGaR HiGh:
Sooooo after a few bites of candy DiiGMaa starts dancing ALL over the place laughing hystarically and hardly making any sense then the two of us start singing “I’m a little tea pot”:
Tinks: “when I was a kid I used to think the line from the little tea pot song that goes "when i get all steamed up i just shout" but now I can’t remember the words so I just say “when I get tipsy I just shout!”
DiiGMaa: “oooooh really ?? when you get steamed up you like to shout ha ??”

Playing M.A.S.H:
Tinks: “why am I hooked on Prostitute slash Hooker?"
DiiGMaa: “ I think I’ld like to work as a stripper once in my lifetime”

P.S. Today's song is Eye of the Tiger by Survivor

P.P.S. World Cup Fever Baby!!

Today's Mood

2006-06-07T17:07:00.000+03:00

so i've decided that my life is just one big soundtrack and this song is my mood today..what's urs?

Pinch Me

It's the perfect time of year
Somewhere far away from here
I feel fine enough I guess
Considering everything's a mess
There's a restaurant down the street
Where hungry people like to eat
I could walk but I'll just drive
It's colder than it looks outside

It's like a dream you try to remember but it's gone
Then you try to scream, but it only comes out as a yawn
When you try to see the world beyond your front door
Take your time, 'cause the way I rhyme's gonna make you smile
When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
Just try to figure out what all this is for

It's the perfect time of day
To throw all your cares away
Put the sprinkler on the lawn
And run through with my gym shorts on
Take a drink right from the hose
Change in to some drier clothes
Climb the stairs up to my room
And sleep away the afternoon

It's like a dream you try to remember but it's gone
Then you try to scream but it only comes out as a yawn
When you try to see the world beyond your front door
Take your time, 'cause the way I rhyme's gonna make you smile
When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
Just try to figure out what all this is for

Pinch me, pinch me 'cause I'm still asleep
Please God tell me that I'm still asleep

On an evening such as this
It's hard to tell if I exist
If I pack the car and leave this town
Who'll notice that I'm not around?
I could hide out under there
I just made you say underwear
I could leave, but I'll just stay
All my stuff's here anyway

It's like a dream you try to remember but it's gone
Then you try to scream, but it only comes out as a yawn
When you try to see the world beyond your front door
Take your time, cause the way I rhyme's gonna make you smile
When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
Just try to figure out what all this is for
Try to figure out what all this is for
Try to see the world beyond your front door
Try to figure out what all this is for

Great Friends

2006-06-03T19:42:00.000+03:00

No3ik's post had me thinking about friendship for days now and 2day i got proof of what it is to be a great friend..a friend of mine got me mini hobnobs 2day! i was craving hobnobs a few weeks ago and this girl actually remembered and got me a nice little bag of mini hobnobs yuuuuuum and i swear the fact that she remembered made them a whole lot sweeter!

so here's my list of what makes a GREAT friend:

a great friend is someone who knows when to shower me with attention and when to give me space

a person who remembers that i hate soggy food

a person who will sip their tea/coffee b4 me to make sure it's not too hot and i don't burn my tongue

a person who calls me at 12 am to be the 1st to wish me a happy birthday

a person who will msg me when there's something i luv on tv

a person who gives me a hug when i'm in the middle of a very stressful day

a person who tells me when i have lipstick on my teeth so i don't make a fool of myself infront of ppl

a person who reminds me to set my priorities straight

a person who will go to a sox game with me even though they hate baseball

a person who is there for me during the bad times more than the good

a person who laughs with me

a person who calls me in the middle of a song because it reminded them of me

a person who kisses my forehead when i least expect it

a person who has the oc season 3 but will not watch it for months because they only want to watch it with me

a person who would never judge me

a person who will stand by me when the whole world is against me

a person who doesn't mind eating the peas off my plate because they know how much i hate them

a person who remembers to get me bounty !

a person who will do the chicken dance just to make me smile

so what in ur opinion makes a GREAT friend?

You Know You're From Boston When..

2006-06-02T12:04:00.000+03:00

You think of Philadelphia as the Midwest..isn't it? :P

You think it's your God-given right to cut someone off in traffic...DUUUUH

You think there are only 25 letters in the alphabet (no R's)..so true :P

You think three straight days of 90+ temperatures is a heatwave...But it is!

All your pets are named after Celtics or Bruins...true i've witnessed it

You refer to 6 inches of snow as a "dusting"..loool Diiigma so true!

Just hearing the words "New York" puts you in an angry mood...only during baseball season!

You don't think you have an attitude...i dooon't

You always 'bang a left' as soon as the light turns green, and oncoming traffic always expects it...hehehehe i'm guilty

You own Yankees toilet paper..i want plz!

Everything in town is "a five minute walk"..it iisssssssssss

You still can't bear to watch highlights from game 6 of the 1986 World Series...even though i wasn't there for it it hurts to watch :(

You believe using your turn signal is a sign of weakness...hahahahahaha

You're anal, neurotic, pessimistic and stubborn...yes, yes, yes and yes

WHEN WE SAY ________ WE MEAN...GOD I MISS THIS ACCENT!!
Bizah - odd
Flahwiz - roses, etc.
Hahpahst - minutes after the hour
Hahwahya? - how are you?
Khakis - what we staht the cah with..lool i do miss driving my cah on mass ave on a sunny day
Pissah - superb
Retahded - silly
Shewah - of course
Wikkid - extremely
Popcahn - popular snack..Digma would u like buttah with ur popcahn? :P

HOW WE'LL KNOW YOU WEREN'T BON HEAH:

You wear a Harvard sweatshirt...LOL SO TRUUUUUE

You ask directions to "Cheers"..Digmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i believe we've witnessed this

You follow soccer..ok i'm guilty of this but it's in my q8i DNA can't help it

You call it "COPELY" square...hehehhehehe retards :P

THINGS NOT TO DO:

Don't call it Beantown...plz ppl stop it!

Don't pahk your cah in Hahvid Yahd.,They'll tow it to Meffa (Medford) or Slumaville (Sommerville)...loooooooooooool i had a stupid friend who never stopped pahking at hahvid yahd
Don't swim in the Charles, no matter what Bill Weld tells you..trust me on this one

Don't wear orange in Southie on St. Patrick's Day...if u wana stay in one piece at least :P

THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW:

There are two State Houses, two City Halls, two courthouses and two Hancock buildings (one old, one new)...i swear u gotta luv boston

Route 128 is also I-95. It is also I-93..takes some getting used to but makes sense i swear :P

It's the Sox, The Pats (or Patsies if they're losing), the Seltz, the Broons...our baaaabies :(

The underground train is not the subway. It's the T and it doesn't run all night (fah chrysakes, this ain't Noo Yawk)...DIGMAAAAAAAAAAA :((((((

BASIC RULES FOR DRIVING IN BOSTON (subject to change at any time):

When on a one way street, stay to the right to allow oncoming traffic to pass...lol this one's a biggie

Never, ever, stop for a pedestrian unless he flings himself under the wheels of your car..maybe not even then :P

The first parking space you see will be the last parking space you see. Grab it...YES! if there was a better spot available this one wouldn't be empty!

Double park in the North End of Boston, unless triple parking is available....loooooooool except at 1 am :P

Learn to swerve abruptly..Boston is the home of slalom driving, thanks to the Registry of Motor Vehicles, which puts potholes in key locations to test drivers' reflexes and keep them on their toes...loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool digma i could not stop laughing here

Always look both ways when running a red light..just in case

Breakdown lanes are not for breaking down, but for speeding, especially during rush hour..

Breakdown lanes may also end without warning causing traffic jams as people merge back in..hehehe ooopsi

Never use directional signals when changing lanes..They only warn other drivers to speed up and not let you in..trueeeeeeeee

Whenever possible, stop in the middle of a crosswalk to ensure inconveniencing as many pedestrians as possible. .and if a pedestrian ahead of you steps in the road, speed up loudly and chase him back up on the curb..peds have no rights...they don't i don't care what digma says!!

MANEATER

2006-05-31T23:48:00.000+03:00

so i was in a really bad mood today then i put this song on by nelly furtado and man is it an uplifter! girls if any of u are in a "boys are stupid throw rocks at them" mood then this song is for u..i personally find it very empowering..and i dare u not to move to the beat :P

Everybody look at me, me
I walk in the door you start screaming
Come on everybody what chu here for?
Move your body around like a nympho
Everybody get your necks to crack around
All you crazy people come on jump around
I want to see you all on your knees, knees
You either want to be with me, or be me!

Chorus-
Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
Make you buy cars
Make you cut cords
Make you fall, fall in love
She's a Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
Make you buy cars
Make you cut cords
Wish you never ever met her at all!

And when she walks she walks with passion
when she talks, she talks like she can handle it
When she asks for something boy she means it
Even if you never ever seen it
Everybody get your necks to crack around
All you crazy people come on jump around
You doing anything to keep her by your side
Because, she said she love you, love you long time!

Chorus-
Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
Make you buy cars
Make you cut cords
Make you fall, fall in love
She's a Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
Make you buy cars
Make you cut cords
Wish you never ever met her at all!

best part is "you either want to be with me or be me" and "you doing anything to keep her by your sidebecause, she said she love you, love you long time!"

Blondie

2006-05-29T23:44:00.000+03:00

ok i just had the most confusing conversation with a friend of mine..

friend: blondie :P
tinks: aaaw thanx!
friend: ya 7mara.. blondie is an INSULT
tinks: NO it's not!
friend: tinks everything is twisted in ur world
tinks: why?!
friend: uff bass... last thing i remember.. i was runnin for the door... i had to find the passage bak to the place i was before
tinks: huh?
tinks: btw i'm posting about this are we on or off the record?
friend: relax said the nightman, we r programmed to receive
tinks: ooooooooooooh
friend: u can check out anytime u likeeeeeee but u can NEVER leave
friend: LOVE THAT SONG FUCKING ART
tinks: welcome to the hotel california (lighter in the air)
friend: off the record..
friend: i dono u
tinks thinking: whoe isn't she?
friend: hahahah love the (lighter in the air)
tinks: enzain wait wait why is blondie an insult??
friend: oh oh lighter in the air and high on 7asheesh
tinks: lol
friend: blondie = blonde = dumb..wela in ur world blonde = super smart?
tinks: nooo blonde is hot!

doesn't it??

The Hollow Girl

2006-05-26T19:38:00.000+03:00

Na'ila's phone was ringing..it was him "I need to see you" why did I have to pick up?! "something terrible has happened I'm beyond depressed I need to see u or I'm going to do something to myself" Na'ila reluctantly agreed to see him at his friend's apt where he promised her that they would be alone..she began to regret her decision as soon as she parked her car, something just did not feel right..the dark alley leading to the building, the dirty staircase, the loud music coming from an apt upstairs, everything seemed to scream "don't come any further!" but she kept going..she pressed the button to the fourth floor and took a deep breath..
The door to the elevator slid open, Na'ila took a few steps towards the door, apt 2, but something was wrong..the music she had heard earlier was coming from Fahad's apt! she rang the bell anyway and there he was greeting her at the door with a drink in his hand..that voice in her head told her to go back but she silenced it again and went in only to find that they were not alone! there were three other guys and two suspicious looking girls..one of the guys was awkwardly dancing with the two girls while the other two guys were lounging on the couch with a sleazy look on their faces..Na'ila took a few steps back but Fahad grabbed her arm "relax! they're my friends, they're really cool people just come in and meet them" so Na'ila unwillingly shook the hands being strechted out to her then sat on the edge of an empty couch..Fahad slid comfortably next to her with his arms around her, slowly suffocating her with his clumsy embrace..
The music was so loud Na'ila could hardly hear herself think, all she wanted to do was leave this stifling apartment! her eyes were glued to the floor, she did not want to face anyone, she wanted to pretend she was far away from here, away from this place, away from these people..Fahad kept whispering in her ear but Na'ila couldn't hear him, or did not want to hear him..her silence infuriated him and he took her by the hand into an empty room "this is better..now we can talk" Na'ila asked what was so important, the reason he rushed her over here "you're fine!" she thought "you're having fun with your friends why did you drag me here?!" Fahad went on to tell her the events of his day, nothing seemed out of the ordinary, nothing at least required her visit to this apartment..
Fahad got up and switched the lights off "I don't want you to see me like this" Na'ila begged him to switch the lights back on but to no avail..he slowly approached her, in the darkness Na'ila could not see his expression, that vile face she was starting to hate..Fahad sat next to her on the bed and embraced her, his arms engulfed her in one sweep, she had to struggle to breath..he started kissing her and she just sat there..she could not kiss him back and for some reason she could not pull away! there she was between his arms hating every movement, evey kiss felt like a sharp dagger plunging through her, the awkwardness of his kiss, his fumbling hands, a fire was ignited in her..not the fire people associate with passion or pleasure but a fire that was eating her up so that she was nothing but a burnt out building..
He started undressing her and she wanted to push him away, she wanted him to stop so badly but could not bring her lips to utter a sound..with every touch of his fingers Na'ila hated herself even more..Fahad kept going not paying attention to her not caring that she wasn't responding to his touch, she felt more like a doll between his arms than a woman, a woman who responds to the touch of a strong man's hands..his hands fumbled over her body touching her in the most sensitive parts but she felt nothing..Fahad went on to undress and that's when Na'ila realized why he asked her to come, he didn't want to confine in her, he simply wanted a quick lay..Na'ila gathered all the strength in her to scream NO! but all that came out was a weak whisper "stop..stop..stop" but Fahad kept going as if she had not uttered a word..he suddenly became violent ravishing her body while she cried in silence..she felt all alone in that crowded apartment ..Na'ila wanted it to be over, her hot tears were her only consolation..
It was finally over..he collapsed on top of her..he felt like a dead corpse over her body, she slowly slid away from him..she was free! Na'ila hugged herself, rocking her body back and forth unable to put her clothes back on, unable to look at him.." r u ok?"
Na'ila gradually lifted her head up to face him and with a reproachful look said "yes"..she got up collected her scattered clothes, got dressed and walked out the door never looking back because she knew if she looked at him again she would never be the same..she wanted to erase this day, erase this apatment, erase him from her life..walking to her car Na'ila had one thing on her mind "why"..her tears clouded her vision until all she could see were the red lights of the cars ahead..

Greatest Chick Flicks

2006-05-26T00:01:00.000+03:00

i'm having the best weekend doing nothing! catching up on some much needed sleep and watching some of my fav movies..and i don't care how cliche this is but oh my god watching chick flicks with a pint of ice cream is the only way! so here's my list of the best chick flicks:

The English Patient
The Truth About Cats and Dogs
Breakfast at Tiffany's
Pretty Woman
Sabrina
Pretty in Pink
Sleepless in Seattle
The Way We Were
When Harry Met Sally
Gone With The Wind
Four Weddings and a Funeral
Monsoon Wedding
Casablanca
An Affair to Remember
Barefoot in the Park
Flashdance
Grease
Funny Girl
Dirty Dancing
Ghost
Mermaids
Forget Paris
Jerry Maguire
What Dreams May Come
You've Got Mail
The End Of The Affair

ok the list can go on forever so i'll stop now :P

"winter must be cold for those with no warm memories..and we've already missed the spring!"

WORDS

2006-05-23T22:53:00.000+03:00

words words words..letters combined together to make what? we're communicating i'm talking i'm writing i'm listening i understand the words that are coming out of ur mouth but what r u really saying? r my words sinking in or are they just bouncing back?? i feel awkward i hear u speak i can't reply i'm just there..we're both just there hanging in space..what r we doing?! it would be so much easier to just stop talking just stop s.t.o.p but i can't or i don't want to? aaaaaaah get me out of this box! i want out i NEED out..air that's what i need i need air..i need for u to be gone away not because i hate u not because i don't want u but because i need to be alone..just me..me..disappearing..dispersing..melting away until i am nothing but a drop of water on the brim of ur glass..will u drink me then? only then can we be 2gether a part of each other..i am u and u r me..when will i become that drop?

2006-05-23T00:09:00.000+03:00

NO NO NO NO NO NO NOOOOO!!! IT CANNNOT END THIS WAAAAY! i luv u snow flake :(

OH MY GOD!

2006-05-22T23:17:00.000+03:00

ok i just got through episode 21 of prison break and i HAD to post about it..i was biting my shirt so hard i actually tore through a bit! my heart is beating so hard i could not start the next episode..wish me luck!!

Walk for Hunger

2006-05-21T12:30:00.000+03:00

ok i've been wanting to post this for a while now sorry it took so long..walk for hunger, supported by red crescent is taking place 2day by the scientific center at 6 pm..buy ur tickets at marina mall by 2nd cup..3 kd feeds a starving child for a month ppl! make sure u get ur walk for hunger tshirts and show support!

:(

2006-05-20T22:15:00.000+03:00

ok it's been a loooong and shitty day..i saw 3 major accidents 2day, a guy being carried out of his house into an ambulance with his wife/daughter crying behind him then to top it all off i saw ANOTHER accident and this time i saw a body dangling out of the car..the image is still in my head..i kept praying that he would make it..sadly, i got a phone call from a friend 2 hours ago telling me the guy passed away..i have not stopped crying since..plz ppl be safe out there nothing is worth rushing to, life is so precious and those u leave behind will never be the same..i guess everybody has his day (that could be just crap we say to make us feel good)..

i'm gona end this with an advise a wise friend just gave me "be grateful for every second ur alive"

Barbie!

2006-05-19T18:03:00.000+03:00

ppl who know me understand my obsession with barbie..that bitch has everything! so u'll understand the irony of walking in on my mom today only to find her singing "i'm a blonde bimbo girl in a fantasy world" while filing !! and so to pay tribute to my arch nemesis i'm posting the lyrics to that bimbo's song..ok she's not a bimbo i luv her and would LUV to be her, i'm sorry barbie!

I'm a barbie girl, in a barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic..
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere..
Imagination, life is your creation..
I'm a blond bimbo girl, in a fantasy world,
Dress me up, make it tight, i'm your dolly..
You're my doll, rock'n'roll, feel the glamour in pink,
Kiss me here, touch me there, hanky panky..
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "i'm always yours" (uu-oooh-u)
I'm a barbie girl, in a barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic..
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere..
Imagination, life is your creation..
Come on barbie, let's go party!
(ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on barbie, let's go party!
(ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Make me walk, make me talk, do whatever you please,
I can act like a star, i can beg on my knees..
Come jump in, bimbo friend, let us do it again,
Hit the town, fool around, let's go party
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "i'm always yours"
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "i'm always yours"
Come on barbie, let's go party!
(ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on barbie, let's go party!
(ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
I'm a barbie girl, in a barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic..
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere..
Imagination, life is your creation..
I'm a barbie girl, in a barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic..
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere..
Imagination, life is your creation..
Come on barbie, let's go party!
(ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on barbie, let's go party!
(ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Oh, i'm having so much fun!
Well barbie, we're just getting started..
Oh, i love you ken..

"Barbie Girl" by Aqua

ideas are bulletproof

2006-05-19T03:15:00.000+03:00

ok adry 7ady late but i just finished watching "V for Vendetta" and it was amaaaaaaaaazing..i luved the script luved the cinematography..simply a brilliant movie..i'm off to bed now but i'm ending this post with a quote from the movie

"words will always retain power"

i want hob nobs!

2006-05-18T22:09:00.000+03:00

major craving for hob nobs! do we have them here??

Survival of the Richest

2006-05-18T19:50:00.000+03:00

ok here's why spending a weekend at home is useful: u discover the newest reality tv crap out there! just finished watching the 1st episode and i'm hooked..the show matches 7 filthy rich people (one of the girls on the show, Kat is worth $989 million) and 7 people in debt who come from a working class background..the show's hosted by Hal Sparks from "Queer as Folk" yuuum

in the 1st episode the poor kids go undercover as personal waiters to the rich kids..in a challenge to test everyone's work ethic, they take a surprise trip to Medieval Times, where they must serve and entertain the customers..the twist is the people on the show have to work with partners..when a person is eliminated their partner is eliminated as well..oh and they now have to live with their partners, fun! here's where it gets interesting bitchy rich kids and bitter hard working ppl have to live and work 2gether..let the cat fights begin!

who r u?

2006-05-18T16:41:00.000+03:00

Salesman: this video game makes a nice birthday gift. do you think your stepson would like that?
Karen: i don't know, honey. can he eat it or rub up against it?
Salesman: let's come at this a different way. what are his interests?
Karen: ham.
Salesman: why don't I just let you browse awhile?
Karen: yeah. thanks. ooh, and, uh, do you think there's anything you could do about all these kids in here?
Salesman: ma'am, it's a toy store.
Karen: yeah. (gives the salesman a tip) see what you can do. (to a kid) move it, shorty!

weeelll i am definitley Karen! just a tad less attitude..so who r u? i'm looking for my Jack :(

i'm offended :P

2006-05-18T02:11:00.000+03:00

IN UR FACE ARSENAL!

2006-05-17T23:45:00.000+03:00

O'lay O'lay O'lay O'lay Barca! Barca!

u guys played an amaaazing game..Eto'o i LUV u! Giuly u rock! mwaaah...ok arsenal kicked our ass in the 1st half but u gotta admit it was a great come back :)

YES I AM A GIIIIIIIIIIRL!

2006-05-17T22:59:00.000+03:00

if one more person asks me if i'm a girl because i'm watching soccer i will start cutting off body parts people!

Barcelona

2006-05-17T20:45:00.000+03:00

Barcelona vs Arsenal 2night...GO BARCA!!

Doorman

2006-05-17T00:47:00.000+03:00

i miss my doorman! Digma back me up here..i was watching a movie with ur typical doorman attitude and it just reminded me of john, luigi, mark..i miss u guys :P aaah to be living alone again

Alaniss Morissete Rules!

2006-05-16T23:17:00.000+03:00

major flashback! was listening to this song today..loud as hell driving banging my head..u should try it :P

"You Oughta Know"

I want you to know, that I'm happy for you

I wish nothing but the best for you both

An older version of me

Is she perverted like me

Would she go down on you in a theatre

Does she speak eloquently

And would she have your baby

I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother

Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able

To make it enough for you to be open wide, no

And every time you speak her name

Does she know how you told me you'd hold me

Until you died, till you died

But you're still alive

And I'm here to remind you

Of the mess you left when you went away

It's not fair to deny me

Of the cross I bear that you gave to me

You, you, you oughta know

You seem very well, things look peaceful

I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know

Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity

I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner

It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced

Are you thinking of me when you fuck her

Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able

To make it enough for you to be open wide, no

And every time you speak her name

Does she know how you told me you'd hold me

Until you died, til you died

But you're still alive

And I'm here to remind you

Of the mess you left when you went away

It's not fair to deny me

Of the cross I bear that you gave to me

You, you, you oughta know

Cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me

And I'm not gonna fade

As soon as you close your eyes and you know it

And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back

I hope you feel it...well can you feel it

And I'm here to remind you

Of the mess you left when you went away

It's not fair to deny me

Of the cross I bear that you gave to me

You, you, you oughta know

Lies..Lies..Liiiiies

2006-05-15T21:04:00.000+03:00

ok i know i enjoy a lie every now and then but mine go along the line of:

stranger: do i look good?

me: oh yeah u look beautiful (NOT!)

Mama: wainech?

me: schoool working on a project (having coffee with friends)

i'm all for these teeny tiny lies they never hurt any1 (well maybe telling some1 they look good when they look horrible is plain mean) but why do people enjoy telling BIG lies that make them look good but make others feel like shit..EXPLAIN

Let Me Finish

2006-05-15T03:19:00.000+03:00

"i can't bear the thought of life without you. you mean more to me than you can ever imagine. the path i'm taking now is definitely the wrong one, but i don't know of any other way"

"now i'm going. now. now. now. i'de never thought it'd be so difficult to die. and yet i have to. adieu. adieu."

these are excerpts from two suicide letters..isn't it just brilliant?! these are actual words written by people about to take their life..with one simple letter they put an end to their own chapter..last minute confessions, burial requests, random thoughts..it's just amazing to be in the presence of death..is death really a release? ok i'm not some psycho going around promoting suicide, i just finished reading a book by Udo Grashoff "Let Me Finish"..this book will blow your mind..reading people's suicide letters really puts your life into perspective..but i would not recommend this book to everyone cause by the end you really do contemplate the beauty of death..why not end it now?

ok this is my very first blog (yes i'm new!)..it's 3:24 am and i'm starting my chapters here with death..enjoy

"please forgive me for what i've done, but i love you so much that i can't be without you anymore. i hope you have a happy life; once i'm out of your way, you might be a bit more sensible and keep your hands off married men. lay red carnations on my grave just once"